"possibly"

Author : addam
Copyright 2k2

i'm sorry if it wasn't enough (but),
i could only give you so much,
maybe if you saw how bad,
it hurts me now-
you'd understand...

so i was wrong, apparently,
i wonder what i meant by "meant to be",
and even when we disagreed,
i could never lie to you-
and you would never lie to me...

(so) how could i,
possibly,
ever really,
forgive myself for this?
after all,
i already said
that i knew what i should have done instead...
how could i,
possibly,
ever really,
forgive myself for this?
after all,
i thought i knew best,
but i should've known better...

it's good to hear your voice,
but i'm afraid to see your face,
i guess i'm left without a choice (but),
to face the pain-
and wash it all away...

but if i could reverse the tides,
and hold back the hands of time,
i'd slip my pry-
between the lines,
and spend the time with you...

how could i,
possibly,
ever really,
forgive myself for this?
after all,
i already said
that i knew what i should have done instead...
how could i,
possibly,
ever really,
forgive myself for this?
after all,
i thought i knew best,
but now i know better...